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Hey Guys, just thought I'd drop in and say hello. It's so nice to be out of school for the summer. Full time that is...... I received a grant that I didn't think I would get for the summer. IT'S $3,500!!!!!! I only needed $500 of it for school, and they said for me to keep the grant, I have to take 4 hours, so I guess I am going to take 2 classes instead of one, which will bring me joy if I actually complete both courses. Those are just 2 less classes that I have to worry about next year, but this also means that I will have to use about $1,000 of it. I am going to use the rest to pay my debts with the Mississippi Highway Patrol. I'm such a slacker....I know you will agree......
Shannon and I are really hitting it off, for anyone that is interested. The summer will bring me happiness if I can only commit. I think with Shannon though, my preferably unspoken flaw of commitment will be easy to handle. With her, I have no flaw. This is really starting to excite me. I feel like everytime I'm with her, it's for a reason. I don't know if that makes any sense. It's just, when I am with her, everything just seems to fall into place. Anyway.
I went to a wedding of a dear friend of mine Saturday. It is really strange for me to watch people that are my age, and that I know really well get married. I just think we are still too young to even talk about marriage. Personally, I think that is why there is such a massive percentage of divorce in this country. People just feel like they have to rush into marriage at the first sign of infatuation. That is ignorant. I know, for myself, I am still mentally and spiritually unprepared for such a complete dedication to another being. I am getting there, but I am not there yet. Don't get me wrong, It would be NEAT to be married or talking about marriage at this point in my life, but that's the thing, NEAT things sometimes bring one to a point where he/or/she will tire easily. I think at this point, I am tired and longing for sleep. So umm...I almost don't think I know what I am talking about.................................................................................................................................Ok, I'm going to bed.
Shannon and I are really hitting it off, for anyone that is interested. The summer will bring me happiness if I can only commit. I think with Shannon though, my preferably unspoken flaw of commitment will be easy to handle. With her, I have no flaw. This is really starting to excite me. I feel like everytime I'm with her, it's for a reason. I don't know if that makes any sense. It's just, when I am with her, everything just seems to fall into place. Anyway.
I went to a wedding of a dear friend of mine Saturday. It is really strange for me to watch people that are my age, and that I know really well get married. I just think we are still too young to even talk about marriage. Personally, I think that is why there is such a massive percentage of divorce in this country. People just feel like they have to rush into marriage at the first sign of infatuation. That is ignorant. I know, for myself, I am still mentally and spiritually unprepared for such a complete dedication to another being. I am getting there, but I am not there yet. Don't get me wrong, It would be NEAT to be married or talking about marriage at this point in my life, but that's the thing, NEAT things sometimes bring one to a point where he/or/she will tire easily. I think at this point, I am tired and longing for sleep. So umm...I almost don't think I know what I am talking about.................................................................................................................................Ok, I'm going to bed.