Everyone falls in love but me
I've been noticing something lately. Almost everyone I know, especially female friends of mine, are all taken. ESPECIALLY the females, which means I can't date them.
It's a little annoying when every woman you know that could be a potential date is taken.
However, it gets worse. Seems most of my friends are in very happy relationships. They seem madly in love with their partners.
I don't even know what it feels to be in love anymore.
I think I almost knew earlier this year with two women, but I'm not sure anymore as one of them was a manipulative bitch who hurt a friend of mine, and the other one just... scares me sometimes.
It just amazes me that everyone else seems to be happily in love, and I haven't been fully in love in years. I don't count those two as the feelings weren't that deep and they never went anywhere.
I have not been in love in a long time. I have never felt passionately about someone in a long time.
Will I ever fall in love again? Will I know what it's like to love someone? Or will I be perpetually cold hearted?
I mean, sure, I can and HAVE dated people, but never loved them like that. I can certainly try dating sites, or singles social gatherings, but who says that if I pick up a date from such places that I'll fall in love with that person, or just enjoy their company like a friend?
I just seriously fear that I will never love again. And this makes me feel lonely.
It's a little annoying when every woman you know that could be a potential date is taken.
However, it gets worse. Seems most of my friends are in very happy relationships. They seem madly in love with their partners.
I don't even know what it feels to be in love anymore.
I think I almost knew earlier this year with two women, but I'm not sure anymore as one of them was a manipulative bitch who hurt a friend of mine, and the other one just... scares me sometimes.
It just amazes me that everyone else seems to be happily in love, and I haven't been fully in love in years. I don't count those two as the feelings weren't that deep and they never went anywhere.
I have not been in love in a long time. I have never felt passionately about someone in a long time.
Will I ever fall in love again? Will I know what it's like to love someone? Or will I be perpetually cold hearted?
I mean, sure, I can and HAVE dated people, but never loved them like that. I can certainly try dating sites, or singles social gatherings, but who says that if I pick up a date from such places that I'll fall in love with that person, or just enjoy their company like a friend?
I just seriously fear that I will never love again. And this makes me feel lonely.