Last weekend I was depressed over lack of hours
Last weekend I was very moody.
On Sunday in particular, I was depressed, then so violently angry I could see myself vowing to destroy the world and either becoming an evil genius and trying to kill all of mankind, or just doing the easy lazy route and shooting up a mall or some shit like that.
Then I became so depressed that I didn't feel like doing anything.
Yea, I'm only scheduled 3 real hours this week.
I find it amazing the shit I've gone through for this job. They pat me on the back and tell me what an awesome employee I am and then turn around and give me 3 hours a week. Why the hell did they hire me in the first place?
I'm tired of being fucking poor all the time.
I also notice that people in any online group tend to misunderstand my ranting, sarcastic nature (maybe I'm not making myself clear enough?). I make a comment about the picture I posted a few posts ago. The Star Trek event didn't allow photography, but a souvenir photographer came around and took pictures at certain locations. She said the pictures were only $11, but when we got to the end, we found out you had to buy at least two pics and pay at least $22. In other words they were ripping you off. My aunt bought me a photo, though.
I commented that this is an example of how greedy the world and Americans have become and that we're all doomed. They took it out of context, saying that they were just photos, souvenirs that I didn't even need, and I bought them anyway.
That's not the fucking point. I'm sitting here broke, and there's people who have ripped off the American people, with ponzi schemes, sub-prime mortgage trading, and just being plain greedy, and it's caused a fucking recession that is screwing us all. How many times do I turn around and see yet another person trying to rip off other people for their own profit?!
The high price of the photos is just one tiny example of how greedy and money lusting Americans and humanity have become. I'm fucking dying of poverty here while other people whine about being bankrupt but still drive Farraris!
Humanity is selfish and greedy and power hungry and sad and there's not a lot of good people left in this world. Perhaps it's time for me to start my world destruction tour.
On Sunday in particular, I was depressed, then so violently angry I could see myself vowing to destroy the world and either becoming an evil genius and trying to kill all of mankind, or just doing the easy lazy route and shooting up a mall or some shit like that.
Then I became so depressed that I didn't feel like doing anything.
Yea, I'm only scheduled 3 real hours this week.
I find it amazing the shit I've gone through for this job. They pat me on the back and tell me what an awesome employee I am and then turn around and give me 3 hours a week. Why the hell did they hire me in the first place?
I'm tired of being fucking poor all the time.
I also notice that people in any online group tend to misunderstand my ranting, sarcastic nature (maybe I'm not making myself clear enough?). I make a comment about the picture I posted a few posts ago. The Star Trek event didn't allow photography, but a souvenir photographer came around and took pictures at certain locations. She said the pictures were only $11, but when we got to the end, we found out you had to buy at least two pics and pay at least $22. In other words they were ripping you off. My aunt bought me a photo, though.
I commented that this is an example of how greedy the world and Americans have become and that we're all doomed. They took it out of context, saying that they were just photos, souvenirs that I didn't even need, and I bought them anyway.
That's not the fucking point. I'm sitting here broke, and there's people who have ripped off the American people, with ponzi schemes, sub-prime mortgage trading, and just being plain greedy, and it's caused a fucking recession that is screwing us all. How many times do I turn around and see yet another person trying to rip off other people for their own profit?!
The high price of the photos is just one tiny example of how greedy and money lusting Americans and humanity have become. I'm fucking dying of poverty here while other people whine about being bankrupt but still drive Farraris!
Humanity is selfish and greedy and power hungry and sad and there's not a lot of good people left in this world. Perhaps it's time for me to start my world destruction tour.