Why does my life suck?
I want to ask a bunch of retorical questions. Answer them if you wish.
First off, why does my life suck?
Why is it that it seems that everybody out there is trying to fuck me over? Is it because I'm a nice guy, and nice guys are easy targets?
Why is it that everything I do takes twice as long to do than I think it will take, so I'm always late with half the things I do?
Why is it that everything fails in my life?
Why is it that everything goes wrong that can go wrong?
Was I born under an unlucky star? Does God hate me or want me to suffer? Is this because of my hostile attitude towards radical Christians? I have done very little to cause others pain, and have always wanted to make the world a better place, so if He's going to put me in hell for that, he might as well. I deserve it more than most of the assholes on this planet.
I just want to know, why is it the last 3 years of my life has been such a roller coaster of small victories and even larger defeats?
I've been fucked over, I've had people lie in order to screw my life up so they could get an advantage (and money or power), I've had money taken away from me and still owe more, I seen so much dishonesty and backstabbing and corruption I want to go insane and kill all of humanity.
I want to know why my life sucks. I want to know why I fail at life. I want to know why everything keeps going wrong. I want to know why almost everyone's out to fuck me over. I want to know when it's going to end, when my life's going to become normal, when I'll have a moment of fucking peace. I just want to have a normal life and a wife and a job where I help others and make the world a better fucking place instead of the shithole it's sinking into.
I don't know what's going to happen in the next 5 or 10 years... it could get much much worse. If that's the case I may just end it all. Fuck this world.
....now I'm going to go cut myself. Ok so I'm not, but it sounds emo like the rest of this shit.
First off, why does my life suck?
Why is it that it seems that everybody out there is trying to fuck me over? Is it because I'm a nice guy, and nice guys are easy targets?
Why is it that everything I do takes twice as long to do than I think it will take, so I'm always late with half the things I do?
Why is it that everything fails in my life?
Why is it that everything goes wrong that can go wrong?
Was I born under an unlucky star? Does God hate me or want me to suffer? Is this because of my hostile attitude towards radical Christians? I have done very little to cause others pain, and have always wanted to make the world a better place, so if He's going to put me in hell for that, he might as well. I deserve it more than most of the assholes on this planet.
I just want to know, why is it the last 3 years of my life has been such a roller coaster of small victories and even larger defeats?
I've been fucked over, I've had people lie in order to screw my life up so they could get an advantage (and money or power), I've had money taken away from me and still owe more, I seen so much dishonesty and backstabbing and corruption I want to go insane and kill all of humanity.
I want to know why my life sucks. I want to know why I fail at life. I want to know why everything keeps going wrong. I want to know why almost everyone's out to fuck me over. I want to know when it's going to end, when my life's going to become normal, when I'll have a moment of fucking peace. I just want to have a normal life and a wife and a job where I help others and make the world a better fucking place instead of the shithole it's sinking into.
I don't know what's going to happen in the next 5 or 10 years... it could get much much worse. If that's the case I may just end it all. Fuck this world.
....now I'm going to go cut myself. Ok so I'm not, but it sounds emo like the rest of this shit.