May 15, 2005 14:26
Hmm...this is a live JOURNAL. A journal is a place where you can keep your innermost thoughts and express everything you're feeling without having to express them to other people. But really, you are expressing it, to anyone who's on your live journal. The things I'd like to write about, I can't put on my LJ cause they're just too personal, but I don't know where else to put them. I want to tell someone, but I really just can't. Not right now at least.
It's like keeping secrets; you know you can't or shouldn't tell anyone, but you want to so badly. Hmm, what should I do? When did things change on me? Why is everything so different all of a sudden? I've changed and didn't notice it. Maybe I was always like this, but just didn't realise it. Whatever it is, it sucks, it really really does.
I need my best friend to come home from England so badly. It'd be awesome if I could round up a bucnh of my very best friends like we all knew each other and just chilled. That would be utopic. Bah I'm confused and you probably are too cause I'm so damn vague. I might as well just stop here.
"Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring banana phone" - Raffi