Aug 22, 2005 00:12
thankful that i've been so busy. thankful that i havent had time to think.
when i think i wonder if i made the right decision. its getting down to the wire. within the week, i need to apply to OCC, get accepted, register for classes, get my books, switch my financial aid.
i wonder if i will make it. of course it would be normal for a person to have second thoughts now on something like this. but i know its the right thing. after this next couple weeks is over i will be fine, and settled in.
its tough when you leave your comfort zone. leave the beaten path which is much easier to follow.
i am taking the unbeaten path, my machete blade is dull, and the weeds are so tall i cant see whats in front of me...but i know something great lies somewhere ahead.
dangerous, intriguing, intimidating, compelling, challenging, inspiring
**hopefully this is my last psudo-emo-update about not going back to MSU. but for the kids moving back to the EL this week: have a hell-uv-a time and pass on my legacy of shoulders. i can hopefully make it this weekend to party it up STATE style for WELCOME WEEK '05