fandom_muses: Topic 30 - Tell us a secret
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I’ve thought about it...more ‘n once. What it’d be like to be in her world...be *with* her.
Near as I can see it, only chance I ever have is of goin’ through channels and havin’ her the way she seems to want...the way everyone else has. Not ‘servicing’ me...but me buying a moment of happiness, payin’ like any other gorram man that’s put his hands on her. I got a little put away, for emergencies and such.
I’ve thought about paying to stop the dreams I have, every ruttin’ night...dreams filled with heat and tinged in red, feeling her nails in my skin and her breath sharin’ mine. Tasting her, losin’ myself in her, feeling the world crumble away around us and rebuilt in the foggy, silken haze of passion.
I’ve thought about payin’ Inara’s fee for one night in her arms because you can’t put a price on a single moment of that kind of bliss.
But then I realize you can’t put a price on it ‘cause it’s worth more than money...more ‘n life.
And that’s when I put my coin back in my pocket and go back to whatever I was doin’ to begin with.
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Muse: Malcolm Reynolds
Fandom: Firefly/Serenity
Words: 202
I’ve thought about it...more ‘n once. What it’d be like to be in her world...be *with* her.
Near as I can see it, only chance I ever have is of goin’ through channels and havin’ her the way she seems to want...the way everyone else has. Not ‘servicing’ me...but me buying a moment of happiness, payin’ like any other gorram man that’s put his hands on her. I got a little put away, for emergencies and such.
I’ve thought about paying to stop the dreams I have, every ruttin’ night...dreams filled with heat and tinged in red, feeling her nails in my skin and her breath sharin’ mine. Tasting her, losin’ myself in her, feeling the world crumble away around us and rebuilt in the foggy, silken haze of passion.
I’ve thought about payin’ Inara’s fee for one night in her arms because you can’t put a price on a single moment of that kind of bliss.
But then I realize you can’t put a price on it ‘cause it’s worth more than money...more ‘n life.
And that’s when I put my coin back in my pocket and go back to whatever I was doin’ to begin with.
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Muse: Malcolm Reynolds
Fandom: Firefly/Serenity
Words: 202