halloween
well the second cedar point trip came and went. rode up there with neal, party pete and the chunk. that was fun... anyways, working blew of course but i met this cool chick from PA who was working right by me. bullshitted with her on breaks and complained about how bad that place sucks. got back sunday night real late because we took 75 to 94 like morons and wound up in the D.
this weekend was a good one for the most part. thursday, went to sigma chis halloween party. seabiscuit was there...and my god was he there. saw a bunch of skanks i rarely see so that was cool. heather was there too. havent seen her since nam.
friday was pretty lame-o. me and gurney and parowski just hung out outside. we were all sober and just making fun of people all night like the phi sigs from eastern. grand times. funny story about that night, i was talking to a girl and this dude come up and he says to the girl, hey its cool, i model, he doesnt, but whatever. im not gonna lie, i was a little pissed about that, so im like, hey buddy, ya you...Oh i model...i got pictures...so walk on faggot. LOL good times.
sat was HOMECOMING! me and g and sea got at the house at like 9. we were the only ones awake there so we blast the national anthm by hendrix to wake everyone up and start cookin breakfast burritos. then the alumni and beer showed up and that was pretty much the end of that.
now for the serious actual inner thoughts journal type shit. all the cheeky fun stuff is done, so close the browser now if you dont care about my inner self and only read this to see if you get mentioned.
so theres this girl that i guess is pretty in to me. and shes a very good looking girl and a great person at that. i mean, shes totally right up my alley too, but im hopelessly devoted to another girl and i dont want to do anything to ruin my chances with her. fucked up part is, that the one i am "hopelessly devoted" to, is taken. i just keep thinking that she'll be available so i thats why i shut this other girl out. i know its stupid but its killin me inside because here i am with this great girl who is into me, but i keep shutting her down for the girl whos taken, and even if she was single, probably wouldnt have anything to do with me anyways...fucked up.
so ive decided im going to keep waiting for the girl i want. and if it means losing a chance with a great girl in the meantime, then so be it. eyes on the prize. you might think that im a pussy or an idiot, but whatever, what the hell do i care what you think.
so its late, time for some No Doubt, then some sleep. class begins bright and early on the morrow. peace oot
this weekend was a good one for the most part. thursday, went to sigma chis halloween party. seabiscuit was there...and my god was he there. saw a bunch of skanks i rarely see so that was cool. heather was there too. havent seen her since nam.
friday was pretty lame-o. me and gurney and parowski just hung out outside. we were all sober and just making fun of people all night like the phi sigs from eastern. grand times. funny story about that night, i was talking to a girl and this dude come up and he says to the girl, hey its cool, i model, he doesnt, but whatever. im not gonna lie, i was a little pissed about that, so im like, hey buddy, ya you...Oh i model...i got pictures...so walk on faggot. LOL good times.
sat was HOMECOMING! me and g and sea got at the house at like 9. we were the only ones awake there so we blast the national anthm by hendrix to wake everyone up and start cookin breakfast burritos. then the alumni and beer showed up and that was pretty much the end of that.
now for the serious actual inner thoughts journal type shit. all the cheeky fun stuff is done, so close the browser now if you dont care about my inner self and only read this to see if you get mentioned.
so theres this girl that i guess is pretty in to me. and shes a very good looking girl and a great person at that. i mean, shes totally right up my alley too, but im hopelessly devoted to another girl and i dont want to do anything to ruin my chances with her. fucked up part is, that the one i am "hopelessly devoted" to, is taken. i just keep thinking that she'll be available so i thats why i shut this other girl out. i know its stupid but its killin me inside because here i am with this great girl who is into me, but i keep shutting her down for the girl whos taken, and even if she was single, probably wouldnt have anything to do with me anyways...fucked up.
so ive decided im going to keep waiting for the girl i want. and if it means losing a chance with a great girl in the meantime, then so be it. eyes on the prize. you might think that im a pussy or an idiot, but whatever, what the hell do i care what you think.
so its late, time for some No Doubt, then some sleep. class begins bright and early on the morrow. peace oot