The thing I call LOVE

Nov 19, 2005 20:21


Hello all!!!

It's been a hell of a long time ago since I have updated but here goes nothing: This past week has been a blur to me.  Everyday I had something going on but it's finally all over.  Today I cleaned the house a little and then had quintet rehearsal.  I think the group this year has a lot of potential, and if we all apply ourselves to make it sound good, it will be an outstanding quintet group.  Next I ate a late lunch and watched Nip/Tuck, my favorite show of all times.  Then I watched the Michigan game, and we lost.  That was disappointing.  Then I did some chores and then started to put up christmas lights.  Now I'm going to gho and start home work but first:

To the one I love:

You make me who I am.  Although it may not seem like it to you, I try to make time with you.  For if I could I would make all the time in the world for you.  I love you.  I love your smile, your body, and your heart.  You make me laugh when I'm sad and when I'm happy.  You have a beautiful soul.  I love your tender embrace and your sweet and pure voice.  You are everything to me.  I worry about you night and day and wonder do I make you happy?  Your happiness means the world to me.  I want you to be happy no matter what.  I have shared secrets with you and no one else.  Especially one enormous secret, one not even Douche knows.  You mean the world to me.  If I could give you the world I would.  Although my priorities may still be like they were before, I give you as much passion as I have for music.  You have stolen my heart.  I'm sorry that I can't be a Collin or a Mike M.  I wish I was.  I wish I could just give up everything and focus everything on you, but I can't.  And I am so truly deeply sorry.  I am who I am.  And I really do try to spend as much time as I can with you.  I am certainly the farthest thing from the best boyfriend.  But somehow you still love me.  And that makes me so happy inside.  You are everything to me.  Without you I would still be lonely.  I love you.  I love you.  I love you.  Please feel better.  Your safety, health, and happiness, mean the world to me and when you hurt I hurt.  I love you.

From Josh

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