I should be Happy

May 08, 2005 22:08


Well, Happy Mother’s Day to all the Mother’s out there!!!

Hope you made all of your Mom’s feel special.

I guess I made mine special.

Let’s see what I did for my Mom, I gave her a single beautiful rose along with a bouquet of purple and white daisies.  I got her some chocolate and a nautical clock.  I also wrote a very special thing in her card and I thought I would share it with you all because I figured I would show you all how much my Mom means to me.

I wish I could give you so much more

Because you have given me everything

And I know that if you could give me the world,

You would.

You have always put me before yourself.

You have given me the foundations

To be successful

And my thanks and appreciation

Can never express

How much love I have for you.

With all my love,

Your Son,

Josh

I mean every single word and I guess it was so good that it made her almost cry.  I think I did pretty good for Mother’s Day.

So since I didn’t get to update on Friday I’ll write about it now, I don’t know what was up with me on Friday, I got a little depressed or maybe it was just something in my head.  I talked to Marissa about it and she sort of helped my problem.  I’m glad she understood, thank you Marissa.

Saturday I went up North and basically chillaxed with my Grandparents, my Grandma is still in a Nursing Home.  Sunday we had Mother’s Day dinner at my Aunt’s house.  It was fun and nice.  I’m sure it was bitter sweet for my Aunt.  Her Mom passed away on Mother’s Day.  But yeah I had a good time.  We left about 4 and got back to mi casa about 7.

I wish I had my own little group that I could always hang with but yeah; I guess I’m not really supposed to be in a click.  It sucks but oh well, what can you do?  I have friends as far as school goes but outside of school, those friendships aren’t really there and I wish they were, unless it’s at a get-together with a lot of people.  I guess you can say I’m a loner.

This is why I probably won’t have a Birthday party, everybody else would find something else important to do especially because it’s graduation time and since my love wouldn’t show up then not many people would show up anyways.  Don’t even think my parents can afford a birthday party; my sweet 16 isn’t going to be so sweet.  That’s life I guess.

Love ya and missed ya.

That’s it from Around the Horn.

- Josh

I should be happy, Michigan Youth Arts Festival this week, Europe this summer, have an awesome girlfriend, everything going my way, but I’m not.  Hopefully I’m not going back to Life sucks right now when I started this journal.
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