Reverlations (everyone please read.........Very Improtant)
the other night, something happened to me that has not happened in a long time, or almost happend to me, an emotional breakdown. my fathar and i were talking and he brought up the fact that he thinks i am lonly. for the past few weeks, i have been thinking bout that alot, how i dont have too many friends down here, no girlfirend, or anythign like that. at this point, i started balling my eyes out. i was holding back alot of the tears, but still alot were coming out. during this conversation, which lasted over 2 hours, several things same into my mind. now, if you think people i am mentioning are not reading this, please let them know what i say.
Stetson was the greated year of my life. for the first time ever, i had friends who actually care about me. this goes out to all of you:
Will: you are my best firend in the whole world. i can tell anything i want to you, and vice versa. you and i can have a great time walking around town, playing pool, watchign tv/movie, playing PS2, or not doing aything. one of my dreams in the near future, hopefullu, getting an appartment, and you being my roomate.
(Fuzzy) Mike, Eder, Kristy (Kiki), Jess: i cnsider you guys to my my true friends. we could do anything or nothing at it will still be a party. watching movies all night long, sitting at IHOP for hours on end, not doing anything but talking, 2AM trips to Wal-mart, these will be some of the memories i will have for the rest of my life.
Theatre: i know most of you never really liked me, but you accecpted me into your group, and making me feel wanted, needed, and appreacided, and for that, i am forever greatful.
Tasha: you are and forever will be my big sister. the trips we've taken to Daytona, the clubs we've been to, these are things i will never forget. also, just the way you treated me, like i was your little brother, you will always be in my heart.
Jenn Green: you and i stared in Sabrina Fair, that play will always be in my memory. having you and your friends cut my hair for the play in your dorm room is something i will never forget. the thing i never told you is that i have had a crush on you.
Emily: you taught me how to "shake my ass" for Airwaves, and yes, i still remember some of the dance steps.
the Digs (some): while i was in you precentce, i felt like i was one of your brothers. you gentelman taught me things that i will never forget. things that we did are memories i will always cherish.
Andy, Andrea, Michelle: at the beginning of the year, i considered the three of you to be a close friends. unfortunially, things happend that caused us to stop talking, and lose friendship. for whatever what my doing, i am now and i will forever be sorry. i hope the tree of you will one day forgive me for anythign i have done.
again, if you know of anyone who might not be reading this, please let them know what i have said, or direct them to this.
on a lighter note, Jess: The movie Rent is coming to theatres in November, i am wondering if it will be alright if i come up to visit and crash at your place that weekend, so i can see the movie with all of you?
Stetson was the greated year of my life. for the first time ever, i had friends who actually care about me. this goes out to all of you:
Will: you are my best firend in the whole world. i can tell anything i want to you, and vice versa. you and i can have a great time walking around town, playing pool, watchign tv/movie, playing PS2, or not doing aything. one of my dreams in the near future, hopefullu, getting an appartment, and you being my roomate.
(Fuzzy) Mike, Eder, Kristy (Kiki), Jess: i cnsider you guys to my my true friends. we could do anything or nothing at it will still be a party. watching movies all night long, sitting at IHOP for hours on end, not doing anything but talking, 2AM trips to Wal-mart, these will be some of the memories i will have for the rest of my life.
Theatre: i know most of you never really liked me, but you accecpted me into your group, and making me feel wanted, needed, and appreacided, and for that, i am forever greatful.
Tasha: you are and forever will be my big sister. the trips we've taken to Daytona, the clubs we've been to, these are things i will never forget. also, just the way you treated me, like i was your little brother, you will always be in my heart.
Jenn Green: you and i stared in Sabrina Fair, that play will always be in my memory. having you and your friends cut my hair for the play in your dorm room is something i will never forget. the thing i never told you is that i have had a crush on you.
Emily: you taught me how to "shake my ass" for Airwaves, and yes, i still remember some of the dance steps.
the Digs (some): while i was in you precentce, i felt like i was one of your brothers. you gentelman taught me things that i will never forget. things that we did are memories i will always cherish.
Andy, Andrea, Michelle: at the beginning of the year, i considered the three of you to be a close friends. unfortunially, things happend that caused us to stop talking, and lose friendship. for whatever what my doing, i am now and i will forever be sorry. i hope the tree of you will one day forgive me for anythign i have done.
again, if you know of anyone who might not be reading this, please let them know what i have said, or direct them to this.
on a lighter note, Jess: The movie Rent is coming to theatres in November, i am wondering if it will be alright if i come up to visit and crash at your place that weekend, so i can see the movie with all of you?