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yeah, so i havent updated in a while... i promise i wasnt dead, at least not on the outside...
lately ive felt like no matter what i do, its wrong... i feel so lonely, and when i finally get the companionship and comfort i need, it dissapears as soon as it came... maybe im insane... maybe i try to hard... maybe im a psycho, or maybe im just destined to be sad and alone...
i feel like ive screwed up everyones lives that i am around... i feel like such a fuckup... i think im just going to stop trying and never get out of bed again after tomorrow... that sounds like a plan...
so for the 2 people that still read this, im sorry this is so short and pointless and stupid and emo...
im sorry for who i am... im sorry that who i am isnt good enough for any of you...
im sorry i let you down just being myself...
we both knew this day would come...
we both knew...
lately ive felt like no matter what i do, its wrong... i feel so lonely, and when i finally get the companionship and comfort i need, it dissapears as soon as it came... maybe im insane... maybe i try to hard... maybe im a psycho, or maybe im just destined to be sad and alone...
i feel like ive screwed up everyones lives that i am around... i feel like such a fuckup... i think im just going to stop trying and never get out of bed again after tomorrow... that sounds like a plan...
so for the 2 people that still read this, im sorry this is so short and pointless and stupid and emo...
im sorry for who i am... im sorry that who i am isnt good enough for any of you...
im sorry i let you down just being myself...
we both knew this day would come...
we both knew...