weeds & wildflowers

[bigcitylife]

once i get into a reclusive mood it becomes very hard to break out of it. i like being isolated from everyone i know. i like hiding out in my house or the gym. i like not being in touch. i know this will come back to bite me in the ass. am i lazy? or do i just like being unwatched, untouched, unjudged...

i am not on demand & that is nice.

(i know this is a huge front of denial)
i just don't want to think about life right now.