the countdown had begun.
I think I'm starting to hate the male population.
sorry.
well...where did I leave off?
dinne with kris actually went very well! of course there were a few awkward moments, but that's to be expected when you haven't seen someone in a few years.
after dinner we went to go see good sheperd...uh the movie sucked!
then here comes shane ruining the night by:
1. freaking out, calling me names I'd rather not repeat.
2. going through my old phone and getting kris AND james' phone numbers.
3. calling both of them.
he's so insecure. the things he said hurt me so much...it turned me wayyy off. he's gravoling now, but I can't get over it.
someone who loves me should never ever treat me like that.
so...I don't know. I'm really confused about what to do.
tomorrow I'm going to my moms...till either saturday night or sunday morning. it'll be nice to get away...I feel suffocated!
blah.
its raining and really nasty outside.
it makes me miss cory a whole lot.
stef...if you're reading this, thanks for going with me. you know what I'm talking about.
what the hell am I doing with my life?
school starts in a week...holy crap I'm going back to school!
and I've decided I'm transferring in either the fall or next spring to a university. but I'm not sure where though.
I watched part of beauty and the geek last night...hilarious!
that's all I got.
sorry.
well...where did I leave off?
dinne with kris actually went very well! of course there were a few awkward moments, but that's to be expected when you haven't seen someone in a few years.
after dinner we went to go see good sheperd...uh the movie sucked!
then here comes shane ruining the night by:
1. freaking out, calling me names I'd rather not repeat.
2. going through my old phone and getting kris AND james' phone numbers.
3. calling both of them.
he's so insecure. the things he said hurt me so much...it turned me wayyy off. he's gravoling now, but I can't get over it.
someone who loves me should never ever treat me like that.
so...I don't know. I'm really confused about what to do.
tomorrow I'm going to my moms...till either saturday night or sunday morning. it'll be nice to get away...I feel suffocated!
blah.
its raining and really nasty outside.
it makes me miss cory a whole lot.
stef...if you're reading this, thanks for going with me. you know what I'm talking about.
what the hell am I doing with my life?
school starts in a week...holy crap I'm going back to school!
and I've decided I'm transferring in either the fall or next spring to a university. but I'm not sure where though.
I watched part of beauty and the geek last night...hilarious!
that's all I got.