Oct 01, 2004 23:14
1) I wet my bed until I was 11.
2) I sucked my thumb till I was 8.
3) I saw a therapist when I was in 3rd grade and most of 4th.
4) I was held back in 3rd grade.
5) I'm clinically depressed.
6) I was a kleptomaniac when I was a kid.
7) I tested at the level of a genius in grade school.
8) I've since drank away those brain cells.
9) I am an alcoholic and have been one since I was about 17.
10) I cry. All the time.
11) I think I have a decent singing voice.
12) I used to masturbate to the bra section of the SEARS catalog when I younger.
13) I've contemplated suicide on more than one occasion and attempted it once.
14) I still think about it every day.
15) I almost killed my older brother on more than one occasion.
16) I have an inferiority complex.
17) I have slept with two older women. One last year, and one two weeks ago.
18) I jealous of both of my brothers.
19) I hate the way I look.
20) I honestly believe I am one seriously disturbed individual and have been my whole life.
I'm sorry if any of this comes as a shock to anyone. For some reason I felt I needed to get information off my chest. If, you think less of me for any of this, there is nothing I can do. You have a right to your opinion. But, at least I had the nerve to state my faults.