not what it used to be
my life has been made dependent on others. i realized this as i started feeling a little burned out, a little more tired than usual. why? i'm tired of waiting for people to make me happy. i want to find true inner happiness and be content with that. my dad always tells me that i need to learn to be alone and not feel lonely. these words are true and completely relevant to my life, yet i do not move towards them. in this time that i've had to contemplate where my life has gone, i've been running aimlessly at finding meaning, running to a place where life is always moving, yet has no real substance. perhaps i'm just tired today. truly tired.
i want to hear the music and hear it loud. i want to be stuck in the song and never get out. my heart is bursting with every note being struck and i love every minute of it. we're creating the melody and our breath is the chorus. i don't want you to turn it off, i don't want you to lower it, just leave it be.
i want to hear the music and hear it loud. i want to be stuck in the song and never get out. my heart is bursting with every note being struck and i love every minute of it. we're creating the melody and our breath is the chorus. i don't want you to turn it off, i don't want you to lower it, just leave it be.