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ok, so i still hate myself/am really really depressed but i have news that cheered me up for like a second. my grandma is buying me a ball jointed doll for my birthday. my mom told her about how me and susan are going to make and sell doll clothes next year and she decided that she wanted to help me in my buisness adventure by doing something and she decided that that something would be to buy me a doll, i think she's crazy but at least it's crazy in my favor. i also feel really spoiled and i hate that.