i don't know....
...what i am doing or where i am going in my life. This past school year everything in my life has done practically a 180. What little amount of friends i have are just about gone, again it seems that even to my friends that i am just the one in the background. half the time i don't think my gf even believes what i say. We have very intense arguments over the stupidest of things, like having my beard at prom. This year it finally feels like I'm in high school, yet in a short month i will probly never see any of the people that would even talk to me. They barely do it now, and most of them will probly go to far-away colleges. i think that if i hadn't found a gf this year, i wouldn't be here now. That is the only person that I see in my future, 'specially since most of the friends that i have now hate her guts for immature reasons. Maybe i wasn't meant to have friends.