this is not a happy post
been a weird week for sure... Monday i went to school and did some bitch work fo sho... immediatly after school i went to my boss's house and played some card games with him untill i had to be at work. I worked all night and then got home .. i wanted to go to bed early because i had to be up early to do this new job for my mom.. its really hard work... you have no idea... it pays quite well though. Tuesday rolls around im up at 7:30 for work with my mom which i didnt start untill 9:30... we worked 7 and a half hours and yeah that sucked.. then i came home and got a shower. By the Time my shower was finished i went to Danville to talk with this girl. Shes really nice.. Spent alot of time with her.. actually i didnt leave her home till 6:30 and from there i went straight to school... but i had ana amazing time with that attractive young women and i wouldnt have traded it for the world... After that i left for school it was already wednesday and i had physics lecture for 5 hours fuckin ayy... that sucked.. i went to work.. and came home and slept, Thursday rolls around, school, and work... again... but tonight Ive got plans with my Highschool Crush... we go out adn havea good tiem adn then we head back to her place of residence and get comfy... damn it feels good to be a gangsta. It was like 3 in the morning and with a kiss on the cheek i was gone... Friday comes about.. i lay around until i have to go to work. Work and then come home and do nothing all night.. and it dawns on me.. that i was just something to occupy there time... given I wouldnt have traded it for the world... i just want something thats gonna last more than a day or even a few weeks... im tired of just beign there for everyone happiness.. i feel like such a fucking tool... i dont know... im jsut tired of work, tired of school and tired of people... and not even all people... just girls whom of which can spend an awesome tiem with me and be totally happy but then not even try to talk to me afterwords.. wtf... fucking ayy