he who endures, conquers.
from this day foward, i will do everything possible to push my self physically and mentally. im exhuasted, my legs are sore. but i cant allow myself to get relaxed. i have to keep myself on my toes. i have to draw everylast bit of strength in my body and put 200% into everything i do.
i love myself more than i ever used too.
im proud.
im different then what i was 8 months ago.
i can say i made a positive change.
all i expect from me is success and nothing less.
ill have to overcome more obstacles soon i know. but i cant let myself become vulnerable by letting my guard down and going back to the way i used too.
i have so much in store for my future. i dont know where to begin sometimes, but at least i know i have a few good people to guide me
i want this line on my chest.
he who endures, conquers.
its true.
ive been through so much. ive experinced a whole lot.
through years of struggle and self doubt and low confidence and anger and hatred ive finally came to the point where i know where im going and i have to let that anger and hatred go. i have to become positive and more friendly towards others. ive shut people down and out becuase of my feelings to avoid trust and such. its time to l.et that go. or maybe i cant. becuase maybe its a part of who i really am. but ill try.
i should read the bible again too. not go to church but idk. practice my beliefs in a way i feel comfortable. that part of why i dislike it, is becuase of how uncomfortable people make me by forcing it upon me.
let me interpet it and practice it in private. god is god. why should i belive what some pastor says? what makes him so pure and above all trustworthy. ill never go to church. but ill keep my beliefs to myself and be content with it.
i love myself more than i ever used too.
im proud.
im different then what i was 8 months ago.
i can say i made a positive change.
all i expect from me is success and nothing less.
ill have to overcome more obstacles soon i know. but i cant let myself become vulnerable by letting my guard down and going back to the way i used too.
i have so much in store for my future. i dont know where to begin sometimes, but at least i know i have a few good people to guide me
i want this line on my chest.
he who endures, conquers.
its true.
ive been through so much. ive experinced a whole lot.
through years of struggle and self doubt and low confidence and anger and hatred ive finally came to the point where i know where im going and i have to let that anger and hatred go. i have to become positive and more friendly towards others. ive shut people down and out becuase of my feelings to avoid trust and such. its time to l.et that go. or maybe i cant. becuase maybe its a part of who i really am. but ill try.
i should read the bible again too. not go to church but idk. practice my beliefs in a way i feel comfortable. that part of why i dislike it, is becuase of how uncomfortable people make me by forcing it upon me.
let me interpet it and practice it in private. god is god. why should i belive what some pastor says? what makes him so pure and above all trustworthy. ill never go to church. but ill keep my beliefs to myself and be content with it.