haven't done this in a while....
well 1st off...
I'm extremely jealous of the new 'hands are...' songs. i want in that band again. I don't know what I'd be doing. But I want in. I want the water for the weeds...YES! geezze. Well I am also jealous that people leave syracuse and can make their way back up here and have a good time, and want to leave. Maybe theres hope for me yet. I don't know if i'm ready to make that move to wherever I have to go, but I want to get outa here, just dont' know when. i don't know if I need someone to kick my ass and tell me to get my shit together and leave but I'm looking in all the wrong areas. I have a huge crush on someone whos totally infatuated with their partner. This sorta thing always happens to me all the time. Maybe its just easier to have crushes on people who are already involved. I don't know. I'm hate those feelings. As far as my financial situations...thats none of your business. GOD! I'm so stressed, but not stressed. WHO knows whats going on. Amd I doing that right thing by not pushing myself in the field I chose to get a degree in? I don't know...
stop asking so many questions. oh and as far as the 'band' im in up here. OH...please. Thats old news. Its hard to find people who you can play with and be friends with at the same time. I miss the FCC/hands are... dudes, cos we were always on the same page all the time. But they all have girlfriends...who lame is that? Being tied down. WAIT...why do I have a crush, if I think its lame. Is that just lust(i mean shes oh so cute), but at the same time I'm stuck...help me i'm hungry. YIKES!!
I'm going to stop this mess and wish everyone a wonderful holiday and a happy new years.
WHOA!
I'm extremely jealous of the new 'hands are...' songs. i want in that band again. I don't know what I'd be doing. But I want in. I want the water for the weeds...YES! geezze. Well I am also jealous that people leave syracuse and can make their way back up here and have a good time, and want to leave. Maybe theres hope for me yet. I don't know if i'm ready to make that move to wherever I have to go, but I want to get outa here, just dont' know when. i don't know if I need someone to kick my ass and tell me to get my shit together and leave but I'm looking in all the wrong areas. I have a huge crush on someone whos totally infatuated with their partner. This sorta thing always happens to me all the time. Maybe its just easier to have crushes on people who are already involved. I don't know. I'm hate those feelings. As far as my financial situations...thats none of your business. GOD! I'm so stressed, but not stressed. WHO knows whats going on. Amd I doing that right thing by not pushing myself in the field I chose to get a degree in? I don't know...
stop asking so many questions. oh and as far as the 'band' im in up here. OH...please. Thats old news. Its hard to find people who you can play with and be friends with at the same time. I miss the FCC/hands are... dudes, cos we were always on the same page all the time. But they all have girlfriends...who lame is that? Being tied down. WAIT...why do I have a crush, if I think its lame. Is that just lust(i mean shes oh so cute), but at the same time I'm stuck...help me i'm hungry. YIKES!!
I'm going to stop this mess and wish everyone a wonderful holiday and a happy new years.
WHOA!