long week
for those who don't already know i'm going out with melissa clarke from church..she was on the sirva trip..it started out just as friends..i don't think we even spent 30 minutes talking on the bus ride down, but i duno once we were in mexico we just became really good friends..spent lots of time together and whatnot..it was nice..when it came time to board the bus home was when i started thinkin more serisouly about it and my mind started racing and whatever lol..
on the saturday we got back i was more lonely than i had ever been in my entire life..i went for a drive a i drove past her house because i had a ton of her bobby pins in my glasses case and i was too nervous to actually cal her or whatever b/c kari was buggin me and sayin a whole bunch of things that were getting on my nerves..anyways i saw her the next day at church and that was kind of when i was realizing that the feelings were mutual..well actually the first time i noticed was this one moment on the bus, but in church was when i was like yikes whats goin on here
we chilled or talked every night the following week..the following sunday she came over i and i made breakfast..we chilled at the forks all day and talked and drank smoothies..i think we both knew what was up but we werent doing anything about it..we ended up just like cuddling (lol) the whole time and i kissed her on the cheek, and she says (later) that was when she was sure how i was feeling..we held hands on the way back to the car and i was like ohhhhhhhhhhh shyte its goin down
the next day was monday..we had a big talk and it was official!
but here i am..not even a week later..very very happy but yet totally unsure of what im supposed to be doing here..
part of the big talk was that she had been praying that God would send her someone that was living for him..her sister Maxine had been praying that God would send Melissa someone..I had been praying that God would send me someone that was a christian and that was passionate about her faith..my parents had been praying that God would send me someone..my friend BJ had also been praying that God would send me an awesome woman that wasnt a trick..and no suddenly we had each other and im like yikes again b/c suddenyl i have a girlfriend and i dont know what to do with her! lol pray for me i need some serious guidance
anyways it was the longest week ever..matter of fact its been a long summer..i dont remember anything before mexico and mexico seems like a lifetime ago..kinda sad..
anyways i need to get back to work
happy august long
on the saturday we got back i was more lonely than i had ever been in my entire life..i went for a drive a i drove past her house because i had a ton of her bobby pins in my glasses case and i was too nervous to actually cal her or whatever b/c kari was buggin me and sayin a whole bunch of things that were getting on my nerves..anyways i saw her the next day at church and that was kind of when i was realizing that the feelings were mutual..well actually the first time i noticed was this one moment on the bus, but in church was when i was like yikes whats goin on here
we chilled or talked every night the following week..the following sunday she came over i and i made breakfast..we chilled at the forks all day and talked and drank smoothies..i think we both knew what was up but we werent doing anything about it..we ended up just like cuddling (lol) the whole time and i kissed her on the cheek, and she says (later) that was when she was sure how i was feeling..we held hands on the way back to the car and i was like ohhhhhhhhhhh shyte its goin down
the next day was monday..we had a big talk and it was official!
but here i am..not even a week later..very very happy but yet totally unsure of what im supposed to be doing here..
part of the big talk was that she had been praying that God would send her someone that was living for him..her sister Maxine had been praying that God would send Melissa someone..I had been praying that God would send me someone that was a christian and that was passionate about her faith..my parents had been praying that God would send me someone..my friend BJ had also been praying that God would send me an awesome woman that wasnt a trick..and no suddenly we had each other and im like yikes again b/c suddenyl i have a girlfriend and i dont know what to do with her! lol pray for me i need some serious guidance
anyways it was the longest week ever..matter of fact its been a long summer..i dont remember anything before mexico and mexico seems like a lifetime ago..kinda sad..
anyways i need to get back to work
happy august long