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[bigboxofpunkroc]

I don't really know what to say but I kinda feel obligated to write for the fact that I haven't written in way to long. It is 6:30 am and I was suppose to get off a half an hour ago but the other manager is having car troubles. I have been working sense 5pm yesterday. Luckily enough I can surf the web while it is untolerably to slow. A good

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[bigboxofpunkroc]

You can't have chaos with out rules. Or else chaos is just the way. Logic is used by everybody everyday all day. If you didn't use logic to configure this response then it would just be a jumble of figures. The contradicting isn't the problem I have. It's the intentional contradiction for the goal of confusion. Transformations, sacrifices are needed, yes. Relationships of any sort take work. But you need a base or a starting point for the work to come from. IE Love. Love in most cases is a vegue word that can be used in all contexts. It's like saying My shirt and my tie are pink. In reality my shirt is a pastel pink and my tie is a pale red-violet. At the beginning stage of a relationship you can't express in detail all feelings. If you portray feelings of confusion then that is going to make your partner feel less adequate and more likely to swing towards the negative. If I give you a confusing or complicated description of the way we are then automatically you are going to think I am not really into you. If someone puts in the effort to say that they love someone. If they take that step so many times and do not get the same in return just an explanation I take that as rejection and there is only so much I can take. This person asked me to move in with her. Could I do that? Yes I could easily enough. Would I change my life around to be with her? yes I would. but should I. Thats the key. Should I show up at her door and say here I am. Should I come between her and her boyfriend? Should I? No. Because I would go there in the HOPE that she wants me. And changing your life on faith is just as foolish as believing in god.