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SO I have been good with the whole not getting drunk all the time thing. but sat. It just kinda happend ended up making out with some random 31 year. I hadn't make out in a while before that. Trying to build a diff. reputation in hopes of find a girl. The last girl I had intrests in stoped talking to me just before she went out of town to hook up with a guy that she lied about. I see the passion burning in my friends eyes waiting for me to totally not care about her so that they can hook up with her. But that will never totally happen. and I will curse the day it might. I need efection from someone. the only time most any body talks to me is if they have to. I need to chill with my dad more. you really never know when somebody will be gone. last night my uncle passed. I'm still not sure how to deal. I have almost become amune.