May 14, 2004 14:19
YOu know I really love my girlfriend. I am trying so hard with her. We've been through so much together and she has been a great friend to me. granted though we have had our spats. Today she's at an interview. I hope that she gets in to the program that she wants to be in. She really deserves it. I hope that things go better for us, because I want her to know how much I care about her. however sommetimes I feel like she doesn't even notice me. You know when you are single and you like a girl, but you don't know how to get her to notice you it kinda feels like that. I don't know how to get my feelings for her out I wish that I could express them in such a way that she could understand. without her thinking that it's just a bunch of crap. I don't think that I will ever be able to find the words.