in retrospect
its funny how life can seem like its going so slowly and then i read back only a matter of months ago in my journal and i see truly how fast life actually does change.
a mere matter of months ago i was writing about how i wasnt truly happy in love and now i cant imagine feeling more connected to someone. its funny how inside our pain time ticks away so slowly.
this is not a best of 2007 entry but more just a little nod of acknowledgment to myself that i actually achieved allot in the year. i found myself lost at the start of it and now feel for the first time in my life that i am on a true and clear path.
i made mistakes and learned from them in the best way i could and it would seem that those things that i did poorly were actually the things that helped me change the most. its a funny thing the way that happens. i feel proud of myself for being open to the lesson that the bad stuff was created to learn.
i know that 2008 will be the biggest year of challenge that i have faced yet. i start my own business this year and begin taking control of my life.
i will face the concept of existence that i have and hopefully find answers that will bring me closer to the connectedness of everything that i so long for.
this year i will become a wife.
this year and every year and every day i strive to be a better more aware and awake me.
this year i look forward to with excitement.
a mere matter of months ago i was writing about how i wasnt truly happy in love and now i cant imagine feeling more connected to someone. its funny how inside our pain time ticks away so slowly.
this is not a best of 2007 entry but more just a little nod of acknowledgment to myself that i actually achieved allot in the year. i found myself lost at the start of it and now feel for the first time in my life that i am on a true and clear path.
i made mistakes and learned from them in the best way i could and it would seem that those things that i did poorly were actually the things that helped me change the most. its a funny thing the way that happens. i feel proud of myself for being open to the lesson that the bad stuff was created to learn.
i know that 2008 will be the biggest year of challenge that i have faced yet. i start my own business this year and begin taking control of my life.
i will face the concept of existence that i have and hopefully find answers that will bring me closer to the connectedness of everything that i so long for.
this year i will become a wife.
this year and every year and every day i strive to be a better more aware and awake me.
this year i look forward to with excitement.