I didn't skip reading it
Look, you do and always have done things that irritate me. Did you know that? I am not criticizing you, I just want you to know. I do not have this perfect idealized version of 'Suntayle' in my head.
If I had to make a sales pitch to somebody as to why they ought to fall in love with you I'm not sure I'd have a single decent thing to say. How do I explain something that just fits?
I am positive you would do things that would drive me up a wall. I am also pretty positive that I would do shit to make you crazy. In fact I'm one hundred and fifty percent positive on both counts. It's pretty easy to deduce considering I'm an asshole and you're a nutcase.
You know what else I know? I know it would be at least a day before I stopped kissing you long enough for either of us to hear anything irritating. It'd be at least a week after that before I'd finally stopped making love to you long enough to make conversation, strictly out of fear for our safety.
There are a thousand parks I want to walk a thousand laps in just so I can get used to holding your hand. A hundred places I wanna take you just to see how many different ways your eyes can paralyze me depending on the different lighting. There are dozens of friends I will probably never introduce you to just because I don't feel like sharing.
So many things I want to show you to see if you smile because you like them or just to make me happy... and how much I really care as long as I get to watch you smile.
Relax. It's not like I'm telling you to move in with me. Let it be whatever it's going to be. It's beyond you to do anything else at this point. Don't worry, it's beyond me too.
Maybe it'd be nothing more than a way to help kill the summer. You know what? So what. I could stand to kill a summer with you. I'm not going to let you ruin your life over us... neither am I going to ruin it for you. Maybe it will be a complete debacle, but honestly at this point a complete disaster would be prefferable to not knowing.
If I had to make a sales pitch to somebody as to why they ought to fall in love with you I'm not sure I'd have a single decent thing to say. How do I explain something that just fits?
I am positive you would do things that would drive me up a wall. I am also pretty positive that I would do shit to make you crazy. In fact I'm one hundred and fifty percent positive on both counts. It's pretty easy to deduce considering I'm an asshole and you're a nutcase.
You know what else I know? I know it would be at least a day before I stopped kissing you long enough for either of us to hear anything irritating. It'd be at least a week after that before I'd finally stopped making love to you long enough to make conversation, strictly out of fear for our safety.
There are a thousand parks I want to walk a thousand laps in just so I can get used to holding your hand. A hundred places I wanna take you just to see how many different ways your eyes can paralyze me depending on the different lighting. There are dozens of friends I will probably never introduce you to just because I don't feel like sharing.
So many things I want to show you to see if you smile because you like them or just to make me happy... and how much I really care as long as I get to watch you smile.
Relax. It's not like I'm telling you to move in with me. Let it be whatever it's going to be. It's beyond you to do anything else at this point. Don't worry, it's beyond me too.
Maybe it'd be nothing more than a way to help kill the summer. You know what? So what. I could stand to kill a summer with you. I'm not going to let you ruin your life over us... neither am I going to ruin it for you. Maybe it will be a complete debacle, but honestly at this point a complete disaster would be prefferable to not knowing.