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[bigbooty23]

HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN EPIPHANY??? A moment when some confusion or misunderstanding or even just something you think about all seams really clear and understandable. I think I have those a lot. Maybe thats just because I get confused a lot and then realize its really quite simple haha j/k!!! The other day I was having a conversation with my dear friend Katie and we were talking about things changing. I said to her that I dont really fear change but the idea is somewhat uncomfortable for me. I understand that obviously things have to change in order to progress and a lot of times change brings good things. I just think sometimes that I wish everything could stay the same and maybe things would be more simple. I had a thought last night while talking to my parents. We were making the rules that I need to follow this summer like curfews and when to check in and stuff like that. I realized that part of the reason I fear change is because in my life it has always been associated with PUNISHMENT. In other words if you want to punish someone then change something they are used to. ex. If someone messes up badly in school... send them to a new one (most of the time to Bishop haha) If someone misses curfew... change their curfew to an earlier time. If someone abuses priveleges then take something away.
In most circumstances, punishment is changing something that the person is used to. I really believe that I get uncomfortable with the idea of change because I think of it as something bad.
That is something that I wish to work on from now on seeing as I will be leaving for college in just 1 year!!! I know that there will be people whom I consider my closest friends, people that I see every single day, that I will never see again in my life. That is a hard concept for me to accept. Anyway I hope you have enjoyed my thoughts... any thoughts of your own i def. want feedback for this one... Muah xoxox