Mar 25, 2005 14:48
I have never cried so much in my life. Basically I tore my ACL!!! that means i have to have surgery and there is a chance I wont get to play sports again. I cant stop crying and I dont know what to do. I feel like it is all a bad dream and I will wake up soon. but thats not guna happen. They told me not to worry, it was only a severe sprain but Id be back in 2 weeks... And now im planning out the next five months of my life in therapy. It was never guna be ME. I was the one who was gune be the leader and carry my team to victory. Now im the one who will have to tell my kids about how I blew out my knee the week of my 17th birthday. I know I am supposed to be all positive and look on the bright side, but right now I cant see the light through all the tears. I really need support right now.