Mar 17, 2005 19:27
In the words of Kristen, "today is GREENDAY" haha. Only the cool people get it. I was excited, i got to wear my new green shirt and new green earings today. I am soooo tired. Starting this week i am doing track, club basketball, the play, tutoring, bible studies, trying to keep up with school and got some personal crap that is kinda pulling me down. Plus i went in this morning and did weight lifting with the guys, and i hope to keep it up. My body is in pain and my mind is numb but if i keep working hard it will all be worth it. So there is something i know i need to do, but if I do someone else will be hurt REALLY bad. But if I dont do it the I will continue to hurt really bad and there just might be a little part of me that cant handle it anymore. The thing is i would rather be hurt than hurt someone else. I dont know what to do. I hope it will be done with soon until then, wish me luck.