TODAY SUX
Pretty much today sucked. It started off this morning. I was running late so I got into my car and got about 5 feet from the curb when my tire popped. So i get my backpack and sports bag and go to take the truck, but when i throw my stuff in the bed of the truck, it lands PERFECTLY in a huge puddle from the rain and all my stuff gets soaked. I fell asleep last night and didnt do any hw so i had to catch up with that. I had to give a presentation in campus ministry that i wasnt ready for but i acctually did a pretty good job. Lately i have been having this problem. I am a CRAWLER BACKER. that means that i let people be mean and rude to me and not only do i not say anything but i convince myself that it is somehow my fault and i crawl back to them with no consequences. I let people abuse my kindness and put me down to the point that i have no self confidence and just look down on myself along with them. It isnt even like people are that bad but it is all of the little comments that have been building up for a while and now i dunno how much more i can take. I put everything into friendships that i have even the little ones and it hurts when it is returned with disrespect and rudeness. anyway i guess ill just have to get over it. Thank you to my true friends who are always there. I love you all.