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Well time to start being optimistic, Im so hoping that I get into Neveda State, and get my biology out og=f the way, that would just be awsome. I think Ive also solved the whole car issue thing. Im gunna get a Lude, Its no Supra or NSX, but hey thats why im in college, so I can get a good job that will allow me to get the things I want. Everything seems to be so different right now, everythings not so stressful anymore. Im starting to feel happy, and its because of me.
Im still bummed about the whole Becky thing, shes such a great girl. I just dont want to see her not be in my life anymore, but like the famous quote in friday suggests "You win some and you lose some, But you live, you live to fight another day" I guess I just have to be hopeful and maybe something will work out.
I get to bug stela this morning, its always fun at work on the weekend. I really need to quite smoking, I think this is going to be my last pack. I just need to start running again, it also helps me get things off my mind, so I can kill two birds with one stone.
I also wanted to start a dream journal, ive always wanted to document my dreams, but never actually got around to doing it. I havnt dreamed in awhile, usually i get about 5 to 6 a week but it totally stopped for some reason, maybe because i changed my sllep schedule so much.
Well this is Thursday nights:
I was working at a diner, it was very small and I only saw it from one angle. I was setting down some silverware when Becky walked up. She was dressed like a business woman, I was so happy to see her. She sat down and I started to say hello, and ask how things were going. She said she was waiting for her date. It made me feel like so sad, to see that she had moved on. Then I woke up, at 630am, and couldnt get back to sleep. It was very short, but I woke up in a sweat none the less.
Fridays: Again this one contained Becky as well, it really shows that your mind still holds in the things ur thinging about even when you sleep. I was standing in the street in an unfamiliar place, and I was on my phone, and I was trying to work out our problem, and we just kept arguing until the point she got mad and said dont ever fucking talk to me again. Then I woke up. Both of the dreams really sucked. I usually have really nice dreams, with very strange circumstances, but these were very straight foreward.
Im still bummed about the whole Becky thing, shes such a great girl. I just dont want to see her not be in my life anymore, but like the famous quote in friday suggests "You win some and you lose some, But you live, you live to fight another day" I guess I just have to be hopeful and maybe something will work out.
I get to bug stela this morning, its always fun at work on the weekend. I really need to quite smoking, I think this is going to be my last pack. I just need to start running again, it also helps me get things off my mind, so I can kill two birds with one stone.
I also wanted to start a dream journal, ive always wanted to document my dreams, but never actually got around to doing it. I havnt dreamed in awhile, usually i get about 5 to 6 a week but it totally stopped for some reason, maybe because i changed my sllep schedule so much.
Well this is Thursday nights:
I was working at a diner, it was very small and I only saw it from one angle. I was setting down some silverware when Becky walked up. She was dressed like a business woman, I was so happy to see her. She sat down and I started to say hello, and ask how things were going. She said she was waiting for her date. It made me feel like so sad, to see that she had moved on. Then I woke up, at 630am, and couldnt get back to sleep. It was very short, but I woke up in a sweat none the less.
Fridays: Again this one contained Becky as well, it really shows that your mind still holds in the things ur thinging about even when you sleep. I was standing in the street in an unfamiliar place, and I was on my phone, and I was trying to work out our problem, and we just kept arguing until the point she got mad and said dont ever fucking talk to me again. Then I woke up. Both of the dreams really sucked. I usually have really nice dreams, with very strange circumstances, but these were very straight foreward.