Sep 20, 2005 20:47
basically it's time for an update bc
my new icon is really hott.
there's been a lot going on,
but nothing worth typing really.
everything's amazing - then it sucks
and back and forth.
really just depends on how you look at things.
blehblehbleh.
a bunch of stuff is going on,
but it'd be weird to type it all here.
i just wanna take things as they come right now,
because, a lot of things have been coming-
and my attitude about people and life and clothes
and reality tv,
changes every other weekend.
but isn't it ok to change your mind? just go with the flow,
all these people seem to think i need set opinions about everything.
but i really can't form a single lasting idea.
how you feel in a moment is what makes it.
and that's it, it shouldn't be the same feeling every time you
experience something similar.
please don't take an opinion i have offensivly,
because next week i'll probably see it your way.
maybe it's a serious personality defect,
or a major case of A.D.D.
but i don't really care,
and i don't wanna dwell on why things are what way anymore.
because tomorrow the world will be the same,
wheather i have an explanation for it or not.
and who really cares about my explanation anyway?
my explanation like everyone elses is a bunch of
crap out of their own head.
it conflicts w/ 500 other ideas and none will ever
be proven correct.
not till we're dead at least,
and i bet even then- everyone is wrong.
again, blehblehbleh.
i understand if you quit reading,
because i was just rambling up there ^^^
fun no?
i really love my friends, and i say that a lot.
but really even if we fight more often than your friends,
that doesnt mean we're less close or less fun.
possibly less mature...but that's for another time.
so do me a favor and shut up.
i just tried to water my cactus w/ my deer park water
bottle, and no joke - poured out the entire bottle onto
my computer desk, runing a notebook and a box of matches.
i dont know how that happened.
"i woke up today a song was swimming
in my head
and i hummed it to myself as i got
out of bed,
on the way to take a shower it
all just dawned on me
that a song like this just might
go down in history."