depressed
so not much needs to be said about that. depressed. i dont have a job anymore because i couldnt physically do the work at UPS. i left because my back couldnt take the pain. my heals couldnt, nor could my knees. so here i am. looking for another job. i think im going to have to live with my dad. me my mom dennis and my dad are having a talk tonight. more than likely i will have to go live with my dad. wont be too bad tho. i need to focus and get straightned up. maybe we can not be at each others necks. sometimes i feel like he is more of my distant brother instead of my dad. he had to grow up with me. but anyway. i think i might go to the doctor today for my heal(s). its mainly my left one, but the right gives me trouble sometimes. right now i cant walk on it. so i think ill just site here and update untill i think i can. 9:48..... i dont know how much more i can take.
i would like to go to school to learn a trade. possibly painting cars and bikes. maybe to work in print. maybe i can get a job somewhere that will be willing to teach me. i have put in an application at Courtyard Marriott to work at the front desk. 9:51..... nope still cant walk. i have had pads in my shoes for months now and its still not helping any. wrong pads? dunno.
basically im rambeling untill i feel like i can walk up front to call the doctor. mom just woke up.
anyway. i think im gonna try to make it up front so i can call. ill update later.
untill next time.... whenever that may be...
Joey Sims
p.s. if i move to my dads i wont be needing this thing anymore. the only internet he has is in his office at work.
i would like to go to school to learn a trade. possibly painting cars and bikes. maybe to work in print. maybe i can get a job somewhere that will be willing to teach me. i have put in an application at Courtyard Marriott to work at the front desk. 9:51..... nope still cant walk. i have had pads in my shoes for months now and its still not helping any. wrong pads? dunno.
basically im rambeling untill i feel like i can walk up front to call the doctor. mom just woke up.
anyway. i think im gonna try to make it up front so i can call. ill update later.
untill next time.... whenever that may be...
Joey Sims
p.s. if i move to my dads i wont be needing this thing anymore. the only internet he has is in his office at work.