Ok guys, its been awhile...
Hey guys! Its been awhile scince i have posted but ohwell... I say I am going to do somthing but I don't? Hummmm. I don't know guys, I quit smoking and I became really annoying and super paranoid... almost makes me remember why I started smoking in the first place. But not to lie to you guys, I smoked again. *tear* Well, its not that bad. This is the way I see it but you can choose to agree with me or just be like, na, he was to weak to quit. I don't need weed to live my life, in fact, nobody needs weed to live their lives, but I don't think a person who has not tried it has the right to say that I can't smoke. This is not directed to anyone but Im just sayin. I did stop smoking in the morning and at noon, I just smoke afterschool when im free but for now on, im just going to do it on weekends. To be honest, I have never been so creative and so open minded when im sober vs. when Im high. Alot of people ask me what I want to do in college and I tell them, "Im undecided." Its true, I still have not decided what I want to do or go for in college. I see myself as one of thoes people who is just going to pick up and leave to California and try to make a living as an actor or something like that. I have 2 dreams in life, 1 to be an Astronaut...that does not seem to be going anywhere soon and 2, to be a comedian. Scince I remember, I have always wanted to do standup comedy and I actually spend some nights just writing material. Does not sound like something I would do but yea, I do it. From experience, I have come up with some of my best shit while I was high. I know its not the best reason, or excuse for some of you, but thats my reason. I hope you guys came come to understand me more. But thats why I love yall. Everyone is so accepting of my life choices but I know it has stirred up some concern in the past. But anyways, I just want to let yall know that im going to be fine and Im going to do my best to be who I am, the person you all know, bigboii. If you all have any questions...please don't be afraid to ask, even if they are stupid questions, lol. I love each and every one of you guys, and im pretty sure that yall know if u ever needed anything, Im always here to help. Im out guys, its way past my bed time. Laterz