Ugh.

Oct 13, 2003 06:51

It's been, like, two weeks since my last update, I think. Alot has gone on in those weeks, though. And my poor Momma has been stressed out and depressed as of late. It sucks. I try to cheer her up, but I'm beginning to find that nothing can cheer her up, anymore. She does still smile at me, and pet me, and show me that she loves me. But with people, it's a different story. She's been avoiding humans, lately, but she admits that she misses a select few. She tells me everything. I'm glad she's not losing interest in us (her animals). I mean, I know she won't, it's just that she's been so depressed, it's really shocking that she still likes us around. I'm really happy about that, though. I love my Ma, and I don't ever want her to push me away.

Ma's grandmother went to New York. She doesn't come back until the 24th of this month, I believe. It's alot less stressful without many people here. I like it. So, yeah.

I heard from Niki that we might be going to the beach, or something, later today. I hope so. I'd really like to go to the beach. That's where my Ma and I first went when I came up here...It has so many cool memories, and so many cool scents, too! I enjoyed it deeply. Especially the way it feels to run through river-soaked sand. It's all mushy. I love it.

So, hopefully, I will have things to do, later. =D
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