Jan 30, 2007 23:57
I annoy myself for the fact that I cannot stop thinking about two things right now.
1. a girl(you've probably heard about her, I'm sure)
2. this house/school(oh wait, three things)
firstly, I just wish I could tell someone how I feel and just get that over with. I know it's excruciating for me and all parties involved and my friends probably want to kill me. Guess what? I do this often with things. Jesse put it best, "you're a pussy". Fuck yeah, I am(ps. pussy does not=ladiez). I would never EVER tell someone what I thought of them lately, but I sure as hell would tell them if they asked me. Maybe you should ask me. Fuck. I'm not a creep, but I definately think about you when I don't have to think about school/stressful home/whatever else.
secondly, perfectly leading to my second point. My homelife. Could it bother you guys to maybe give me a thanks for cooking that fucking sweet chicken/four course meal! FUCK. You give me enough pressure about school.
Thirdly, school. I'm not doing the greatest this semester and I'm reading and studying much more than last. This is really fucking annoying. UPEI as well sent me a letter saying I was going to be on academic probation next year, oh shit. I guess a fucking 91% average doesn't cut it. When I call, oh sir, are you sure you got that average correctly? How the fuck could I get >50% mixed with 91% you dolt! FUCK.