tell me: what is on your mind?
i was always thinkin about having my own journal, but i wasnt quite sure about it till now. im not sure what really made the difference, but i think it is only the boring nite im havin.
k, i admit, being in my watch station was fun, but that only last for so long, and besides, im still hungry. arriving at home late at nite, and realising that i forgot about getting the groceries done - consequently i have to put up with a feeling of slight hunger. never mind, i still had some toast, w/out the toppings, yeah, though it was at least somethin in my stomach.
though the worst thing was, not meeting the people i wanted to on IRC, so i had to go with an rather empty chan, and not knowin what to do... so i finally decided it was the time to get myself a journal...
the intresting thing will be, how i handle this one, and if i always find the time to write in it... but as i can always see it with my mate's journal it actually does work out... funny thing will be to get him read my silly stuff...
did i actually mentioned that momentarily life sucks?! not only that i cant get into uni, but suddenly i was called-up for military service, and im kind of pissed off, due to the fact that i actually had plans for the semester, even without goin to uni. though, now i have to reconsider everything... and im not sure what to do - one the one hand, im kinda glad, that i can go to the military, on the other hand i DID had quite some plans, and theyll all go down the shitter... life's a bitch, but u just gotta take her as she comes... tough choices sometimes... eventually, itll all work out, but bloody friggin heck, i already had my plans - but who knows what good this is all for. wait and see, till i get my final orders, but im now under pressure... i gotta get the shifting and renovating of my flat done, all before the 4th o' 10, and im still missing 11 hundred bucks a flatmate of mine is owing me. besides, my company has also some kinda financial probs with a partner of hers, and so they owe me as well roundabout 600 bucks - and for a poor student, who cant get into his edu-funds and sorts, this really sucks...
not that i have only those probs, im kinda neglect my friends - and i cant say that i have a lot of them to go around... especially as there is that gal, ACK, who lives like in the area of my mum's place, but i cant get hold of her, and im not sure... but isnt it always the same in life - it would be borin to know whatll happen the next day, so ill wait and see, if i might eventually meet HER...
gee, have i really wrote all this stuff? i cant believe what all is bothering me lately - and not that i forget it: thanks konrad for ya help and all that, see ya on tuesday, hope we can finish the room
k, i admit, being in my watch station was fun, but that only last for so long, and besides, im still hungry. arriving at home late at nite, and realising that i forgot about getting the groceries done - consequently i have to put up with a feeling of slight hunger. never mind, i still had some toast, w/out the toppings, yeah, though it was at least somethin in my stomach.
though the worst thing was, not meeting the people i wanted to on IRC, so i had to go with an rather empty chan, and not knowin what to do... so i finally decided it was the time to get myself a journal...
the intresting thing will be, how i handle this one, and if i always find the time to write in it... but as i can always see it with my mate's journal it actually does work out... funny thing will be to get him read my silly stuff...
did i actually mentioned that momentarily life sucks?! not only that i cant get into uni, but suddenly i was called-up for military service, and im kind of pissed off, due to the fact that i actually had plans for the semester, even without goin to uni. though, now i have to reconsider everything... and im not sure what to do - one the one hand, im kinda glad, that i can go to the military, on the other hand i DID had quite some plans, and theyll all go down the shitter... life's a bitch, but u just gotta take her as she comes... tough choices sometimes... eventually, itll all work out, but bloody friggin heck, i already had my plans - but who knows what good this is all for. wait and see, till i get my final orders, but im now under pressure... i gotta get the shifting and renovating of my flat done, all before the 4th o' 10, and im still missing 11 hundred bucks a flatmate of mine is owing me. besides, my company has also some kinda financial probs with a partner of hers, and so they owe me as well roundabout 600 bucks - and for a poor student, who cant get into his edu-funds and sorts, this really sucks...
not that i have only those probs, im kinda neglect my friends - and i cant say that i have a lot of them to go around... especially as there is that gal, ACK, who lives like in the area of my mum's place, but i cant get hold of her, and im not sure... but isnt it always the same in life - it would be borin to know whatll happen the next day, so ill wait and see, if i might eventually meet HER...
gee, have i really wrote all this stuff? i cant believe what all is bothering me lately - and not that i forget it: thanks konrad for ya help and all that, see ya on tuesday, hope we can finish the room