nothing really rocks, and nothing really rolls...
... i better be damned with you...
life again is a funny thing. it is a constant struggle. and if you once thought it will get better, you were proven wrong. one thing i have learned: when the shit hits the fan, there is really the need for some good people to stand and take the fight...
i decided about changing my courses. turning economics down, and trying to enter the field of medicin. maybe i am better off helping people. and if so, maybe i get some help at some stage in my life?
though the day was actually quite good, i do not understand, why im not feeling good than? well, i now write everything off...
surprisingly i finally understand, that i am not like my mother strong enough to put up with the constant fight and being lonely - sure, if there is a cause to fight for, i will be the last one to surrender
SEMPER PARATUS...
what makes female run away from me? have i nothing to offer? my commitment, my unshared love, my humour, my will to keep her "save"? is it that i have nothing to offer that woman are attracted to? ya tebya lyublyu... it would give me the strangth to carry on. now it is only my honour that keeps me running.
"you took the word right out of my mouth - it must have been while you were kissing me..."
"ive got a taste of paradise..."
i just dont wanna die - duty, honour, country! that feels like the only things that i have to live for - where is the love?
life again is a funny thing. it is a constant struggle. and if you once thought it will get better, you were proven wrong. one thing i have learned: when the shit hits the fan, there is really the need for some good people to stand and take the fight...
i decided about changing my courses. turning economics down, and trying to enter the field of medicin. maybe i am better off helping people. and if so, maybe i get some help at some stage in my life?
though the day was actually quite good, i do not understand, why im not feeling good than? well, i now write everything off...
surprisingly i finally understand, that i am not like my mother strong enough to put up with the constant fight and being lonely - sure, if there is a cause to fight for, i will be the last one to surrender
SEMPER PARATUS...
what makes female run away from me? have i nothing to offer? my commitment, my unshared love, my humour, my will to keep her "save"? is it that i have nothing to offer that woman are attracted to? ya tebya lyublyu... it would give me the strangth to carry on. now it is only my honour that keeps me running.
"you took the word right out of my mouth - it must have been while you were kissing me..."
"ive got a taste of paradise..."
i just dont wanna die - duty, honour, country! that feels like the only things that i have to live for - where is the love?