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I weighed myself early. normally I weigh myself once a week but at 78 lbs.. I think I need help. A lot of you guys seem concerned and I'm starting to worry too. Jason came home and I told him that I need help. I'm gonna go to a clinic tomorrow. Check myself in for a while. Maybe I'll even call my parents.. but they'll worry what'll do for their "image". It's bad enough their 19 year old daughter practically ran away. But there's no way Jason and I can afford for me to see a Nutritionist or even go into the clinic.
I'm scared. So freaking scared. I don't know what I'm doing