fly in the ointment

[bigblakheart]

can't shake this sad, lonely cloud that's been hanging over my head lately. it always seems to be the way that when one aspect of my life is going well another aspect suffers. my music career is looking up - heaps of gigs, a cool new band with awesome people, lots of interest... but i still can't help wishing i had someone to share it all with.
i guess i don't feel as bad as i have at other times in my life so i shouldn't really complain - other people are in worse situations... *sigh*
i have pretty much given up on ever finding someone who truly understands me and is travelling down the same path. i know i should be happy on my own but i'm a hopeless romantic at heart...