Just you drive me so crazy
The last time I did this it was because of Lena and this time is the same. I was just told something I had never thought about. I got the sense that either we should break up our get married. Because we weren't getting along at the time I assumed that many break up but maybe it was the opposite the whole time.
One thing is sure I need to live and if I was held back from it our life together would be suffocated because of my inability to accept mediocrity as the norm. So didn't that mean we aren't meant to be on a fundamental level.
Making grand romantic gestures only can go so far is masking to problems under the surface and fighting is no good. Ramble ramble...
So scared to make mistakes in life 😣
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One thing is sure I need to live and if I was held back from it our life together would be suffocated because of my inability to accept mediocrity as the norm. So didn't that mean we aren't meant to be on a fundamental level.
Making grand romantic gestures only can go so far is masking to problems under the surface and fighting is no good. Ramble ramble...
So scared to make mistakes in life 😣
Posted via m.livejournal.com.