Sick and Tired!
Im so tired right now and SICK..I came home from school today cause I just wasn't feeling good..My mom thinks that somethings bothering me cause I just haven't been having a great day since yesterday...I guess I just some times feel like im at the bottom of everyones list and I come last .. I some times feel like people want nothing to do with me and it makes me feel terrible..Im scared at what ppl see when they look at me. My dad I can already tell has no respect for me cause he thinks less of me. My mom wants me to be happy cause Happiness is the key to life apparently. I have tons of friends and everything but alot of them work and Im starting work thursday which is awesome and everything. But shouldn't I be happy? I mean Im extremely happy around Steve he makes me really happy thats why i love being around him cause we're really great friends and he just makes my worries go away.When Im with Erin Im pretty happy cause we're usually goofing off and having fun..Joey he makes me laugh alot unless he is being a dick head to erin then im not happy at all..Robbie well he's Joey's cousin he is a cool sk8 boarder kid I guess you could say.Nicole is cool to she seems really nice..Sean Joeys brother is a fun kid to be around he's 20 almost 21..Manny well Manny and I have been bestfriends since 10th grade he helped me take down the evil bitch EJ lol..haha you don't want to know not at all..But there was never anything between Manny and I cause well I never actually or never actually would think of him like that. Ashley I have known since 9th and she is awesome even though some times I just want to smack her.. but she is great .. Jess I still talk to her some what but I don't really hang out with her anymore I think we are going through the whole process of not hanging out and making excuses to not hang out with each other thats what we did when we stopped being friend before..Im some what still friends with morgan i just don't hang out with her anymore..Pricilla she is cool but personally i don't think i could hang out with her we are two totally different ppl who would prolly clash. Danielle hmm she is awesome haven't hung out with her in awhile..I duno though cause like I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS the same. but Erin and Steve are the only ones who have been there for me and have never FUCKED me OVER. Thats why I love them so much! I mean Erin made mistakes as did i thats why her and i don't hold grudges against each others mistakes cause we both make them.well I duno what else to write..Im gunna go for now..and who ever reads this feel free to leave comments.BYE!