Aug 20, 2004 09:56
I'm so confused right now because yesterday I talked to steve all day online and I know were just friends but he seems to think I think other wise and Im not sure why..yes we have this friends with benefits but its nothing more then that i know i brought up the relationship thing with him but it was only a question it wasn't to be like hey lets get into a relationship right now.ya know? but he seemed to think thats what I wanted.. I understand he doesn't want a relationship right now because he got hurt in his last one..But not all girls are the same .. I would never hurt him ever he's one of my bestfriends him and I have been there for each other so why would i hurt him? but im confused because in the last couple days it kinda seems like he has been trying to avoid me..the day before yesterday he usually calls me after the games to talk and what not we see what each other is doing he never called me i was sad. then when he asked if i was going to be awake when he called back in an hour i said yes and he never called back..I don't know why he is trying to avoid me.. I think if he has a problem he needs to come to me an say something..cause i don't wanna be ignored .. I had a bad day yesterday and I took it out on steve .. Sorry Steve. I guess Im just more confused then anyone knows..because it seems like your trying to avoid me ..Anyways... I don't know why I bother some times.. I try to be nice to everyone and everyone just seems to shit on me..some times i feel like i have noone to turn to..but steves been there for me..so i've been quite happy..I duno what Im gunna do when he goes to college he's one of my bestfriends :(...well im gunna go ttyl..