May 25, 2005 18:26
Well I will let you know whats been going on..Lets see I have really scummy friends and their fucking rediculous(sp).My Ex Laporte told me he didn't want to hang out with me because he didn't like Erin and that every thing that comes out of her mouth is a lie.Now I think Alex is ignoring me whatever I don't even care anymore Laporte is 21 Alex is 21 turning 22 and Sean is turning 21 and I feel like im dealing with little second graders its rediculous.Anyways prom is two days away kind of excited but not as excited as I use to be because I kind of think for some reason that its going to get ruined.Tomorrow is the senior cruise awesome kind of excited for that but not to sure what to expect.then theres graduation coming up next month and my graduation party Im not even sure who is going to show up anymore cause I don't even know who my real friends are anymore people are becoming really scummy lately..Like my ex Laporte is into rolling now as is Seans girlfriend Emily and its rediculous I hate that fact they wanna screw their lives up.Amanda is being a cool kid and not answer the phone when I answer so I don't even know what to think to that one and I don't even know if Alex is ignoring me or if he is just busy who knows cause I don't Im just getting frusterated cause its retarded and every one needs to stop putting their shit on me.but on the bright side Steve is coming back for my graduation party :) Awesome :).He's always been there for me no matter what.Im kind of mad at myself for the fact that I didn't go and see Colin before he went back to where he originally lives which is faaar lol.Anyways Im out for now ttyl.