Home Home on the Range!! lol haha
Well I'm finally home from being at Jess's got home lastnight..Im going back over tomorrow around 12..woohoo go me! lol.. I think we might be going to Boston either tomorrow or Friday Im not sure..Hatebreeds in two weeks :). Im siked. Jess,Steve,Me and who ever else comes with us im not sure who..Anyways Im really really tired I haven't gotten more then six hours of sleep in the past two days. cause either her mom wakes us up,the phone rings,or matts there..they make me so mad some times..Cause matts just dumb he's like whaaa she is ignoring me whaaa haha he makes me mad..he's like girlfriend and boyfriends should be with each other 24/7..Uhm if i had to spend that much time with Matt I'd kill myself..He just sulks way to much and whines like a little girl about everything.He hasn't changed to much lol.Now jess on the other hand..Has Mike and Matt and who ever else likes her.Im not going to speak bad about it I just think that Jess should prolly be single instead of doing something with both guys.(No offense Jess)..This week has just been totally insane..The only person I totally feel safe/comfortable around for a guy is Steve I tell him everything.I trust him alot..he's always been there for me when I needed him and he does alot for me he's a really great person and if jess had realized that along time ago she would still be with him.I love being able to just talk to him about anything and him tell me what he thinks cause alot of guys just sit there and are like right mmhmm really and never tell me anything so yeah.steve and i are really close friends we can talk about anything but there are somethings we just don't talk about lol.but w/e yea..Its alittle awkward to see Jess and Matt together because he's my ex from two yrs ago and she knows that which makes it even worse..then they never told me they went out for a day and i got so pissed cause she's suppose to be my bestfriend and matts suppose to be my friend and they kept that from me.thats not right.well anyways im out for now im done writing my fingers are getting tired.