good morning

[bigbenjammen]

well here goes i got up got ready and i did not fal asleep what the hell is going on. im suppose to fall back asleep and be like 10 min late for work. i dunno. im not realloy tired right now ive just got alot on my mind i keep thinking about things that i cant talk about with anyone but one person and well i dont know i really dont know what to do. So maybe thats why i am so up right now i had trouble sleeping last night. plus i keep having this reacuring dream for the past week. its me getting put into cuffs. i jsut dont know what for thats the only part i remember and i have had that dream for a while now. btui dont do anyting wrong anymore. i get up go to work come home go to sleep thats all i do god i hate my self. i dont know anymore. I think i dont work enough and he might be cutting my hours cause were so slow but i cant afford that shit fuck that i need money and lots of it.

haha billy hacket texted me last night and asked me to buy his car.. what the fuck was he smoking last night. well it was 4:20!

fuck time for work later if anyone cares i will be home around 10