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Hey guys I'm new here. I've been on a diet pretty much my whole life and look where it got me.. the biggest I've ever been (over 200)! I never thought this would ever happen ever. I stopped playing softball 2 years ago and gained 10 lbs alone just from that. And now that I started college I can't believe I gained like 25 lbs in 6 months, that's ridiculous. My life has been a constant depressing struggle that no one close to me even realizes and you know, it's sad, I can't keep it to myself any more and looking for real support and motivation by watching others on a few communities. Thanks for listening :]. Feel free to add me if you're a struggle dieter too. I'm so sick of how others judge people who weigh more. It's so annoying, and it makes me feel like I have less to offer, even though I don't on the inside. But my outside is holding me back because of how bitches make me feel and I can't even help it anymore. It's horrible.