thoughts
Have you ever felt like you dont deserve to even get to talk to someone, you know deep down all your going to do is hurt them. I fell like I'm in a movie and I'm the one whos not supposed to get what he wants the movie ends and still he doesnt have what he wants. The movie can be played a hundred times and it ends the same way every time. Hes lost, He has an idea of what he wants but cant have it right now because it wasnt written that way. Until someone rewrites the script He's stuck in a loop messing up every time. I wrote the script but cant change it. Maybe one day I will know how to rewrite it and make it a happy ending. For now it keeps playing the same sad story over and over again, until it either breaks or just stops being watched .