Ramblin' thoughts...

Jun 02, 2004 18:00

Right, so I've been thinkin'. 'Bout Buffy and me.

See, here we are, all talkin' and friendly, and she still doesn't get it.

I poured my heart out t'her, and did she smash on it? Well, alright, true she laughed at me but...

Things like that make me think of Cecily.

She...she was bloody perfect. And all wrong for someone the likes of me, of course. My downfall...I gotta go after the ones I can never have. I suppose a shrink would say that was my defense mechanism or what-not.

Or, they'd say my crazy mum was the one who buggered up my brain.

Whatever the case, it all boils down to Cecily. I think 'bout her lots, especially when the Slayer's bein' all nasty-like.

The two of 'em would've gotten on just fine, I think.

Maybe that's why Dru and me worked out as long as we did. I never judged her all her talk of stars and songs I couldn't hear, and she never judged me. Period.

Eh, whatever. I'm here now, with her. And I'm not staked yet.

Maybe I should start namin' all the stars myself.
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